Life continues to be busy. I wish I had more time to post and share things with you. I've been working on a lot of cool stuff. I wish I had more time, but time escapes me. Like trying to sculpt with sand.
Maybe it's my lack of willpower to resist pinterest and facebook.
Maybe it's just the dissonance created by the messy, shrieking, please-excuse-the-mess realities of life.
It's hard to be creative, it's even harder to share that creativity.
So it's time to climb back on that pony and keep on keeping on.
Insert mindless cliché here.
Back in the beginning of the year I chose the word Grow as my word for the year. Little did I know that instead of growing as an artist, I would be growing as a person. When we're kids, we have growing pains. My daughters complain that their legs ache. Sometimes my youngest wakes up in the night and I have to massage the pains out of her legs. Adults get different sorts of growing pains. The internal sort that cannot be so easily massaged away. I won't go into the details, we all have our own problems, needless to say, mine are not unique.
So here's a photo of a painting I've been working on.
I'm interested in the interaction of earth and sky right now, the horizon between the two. I've been studying clouds, and I'm hoping to do more sketches of them. Sometimes my work seems so hopeless. Real artists paint every day, sketch every day. Spend hours on their work every single day. I dabble, but it's the best I've got.
this painting is BEAUTIFUL!
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure if you were joking about 'real artists' or not... if not I want to say that only a small fraction of 'real artists' do what you described!
People have such varying ideas of what defines a 'real artist' (eg having been in a gallery, having sold something, having gone to art school, the list goes on an on). I have noticed a tendency among artists (or people who create art) to focus on whatever equals a 'real artist' to them and use it to invalidate their own talent and artist-ness.
Life is often messy, chaotic and painful... and 'real artists' all have lives.
I know 'real artists' who haven't created anything for years - are in a quiet place on their artist's journey.
To me, perhaps because my art is very intertwined with my personal/spiritual growth, growing as a person is an integral part of growing as an artist.
I honour you for the work of 'growing' that you are doing.
In my opinion, the 'best you've got' is **awesome**!
I'm really glad that you shared this painting. :-)
LIberty, thank you so much. I'm a bit of a perfectionist (in case you hadn't figured that one out! LOL) And it's easy for me to lose perspective sometimes. Sometimes I need a reminder that life is supposed to be messy and chaotic. :)
Deletephew! I am so relieved. After posting my comment I angsted a lot, worrying that I had sounded preachy or pushy!
ReplyDeleteI totally wish my life wasn't messy and chaotic... though at the same time, some of my favourite pieces of art have been created when I was in the midst of pain. I guess life is what it is. :-) Perspective is *hard*!
Dabbling is good. We've just opened a community exhibition and the consensus is that the best works are from those who haven't got a degree in fine arts or years of training, so maybe we 'dabblers' have something after all :)
ReplyDeleteLove the painting. There's something special about horizons, a hint of mystery and the urge to find out what's over the horizon.